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\"'Clam<\/a><\/p>\n

[Image: “Clam Chowder, Bouillon, & Biscuits,” by user Professor Bop on Flickr<\/a>. (Used here under a Creative Commons license.) The building is unidentified, only noted as “in New York City’s Meatpacking District.” (Curious about the user name? The photographer’s profile page cites “Professor Bop,” by Babs Gonzales<\/a>: “He can do it so can you \/ Take a song like Auld Lang Syne \/ Then you add a bebop line \/ Oop be dop la kloog a mop \/ Like Professor Bop.”)]<\/em><\/p>\n

From whiskey river<\/em><\/a> (italicized lines):<\/p>\n

Wait for an Autumn Day<\/strong>
\n(from Ekel\u00f6f<\/span>)<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Wait for an autumn day, for a slightly<\/em>
\nweary sun, for dusty air,<\/em>
\na pale day’s weather.<\/em><\/p>\n

Wait for the maple’s rough, brown leaves,<\/em>
\netched like an old man’s hands,<\/em>
\nfor chestnuts and acorns,<\/em><\/p>\n

for an evening when you sit in the garden<\/em>
\nwith a notebook and the bonfire’s smoke contains<\/em>
\nthe heady taste of ungettable wisdom.<\/em><\/p>\n

Wait for afternoons shorter than an athlete’s breath,<\/em>
\nfor a truce among the clouds,<\/em>
\nfor the silence of trees,<\/em><\/p>\n

for the moment when you reach absolute peace<\/em>
\nand accept the thought that what you’ve lost<\/em>
\nis gone for good.<\/em><\/p>\n

Wait for the moment when you might not
\neven miss those you loved
\nwho are no more.<\/p>\n

Wait for a bright, high day,
\nfor an hour without doubt or pain.
\nWait for an autumn day.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

(Adam Zagajewski [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n

…and<\/a> (italicized lines):<\/p>\n

Halleluiah<\/strong><\/p>\n

Everyone should be born into this world happy
\nand loving everything.<\/span>
\nBut in truth it rarely works that way.
\nFor myself, I have spent my life clamoring toward it.
\nHalleluiah, anyway I’m not where I started!<\/p>\n

And have you too been trudging like that, sometimes<\/em>
\n almost forgetting how wondrous the world is<\/em><\/span>
\n and how miraculously kind some people can be?<\/em><\/span>
\n And have you too decided that probably nothing important<\/em>
\n is ever easy?<\/em><\/span>
\n Not, say, for the first sixty years.<\/em><\/p>\n

Halleluiah, I’m sixty now, and even a little more,
\nand some days I feel I have wings.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

(Mary Oliver [source<\/em><\/a>])<\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

Not from whiskey river<\/em>:<\/p>\n

Euphoria<\/strong><\/p>\n

You sit in the garden alone with your notebook, a sandwich, flask, and pipe.<\/span>
\nIt is night but so calm that the candle burns without flickering,
\nspreads its glow over the table of rough planks
\nand gleams in bottle and glass.<\/p>\n

You take a sip, a bite, and fill and light your pipe.
\nYou write a line or two and give yourself pause and ponder
\nthe thin streak of evening red slowly passing to the red of morning,
\nthe sea of wild chervil, green-white foaming in the darkness of summer night,
\nnot one moth around the candle but choirs of gnats in the oak,
\nleaves so still against the sky … And the aspen rustles in the stillness:
\nAll nature strong with love and death around you.<\/p>\n

As if it were the last evening before a long, long journey:
\nYou have the ticket in your pocket and finally everything is packed.
\nAnd you can sit and sense the nearness of the distant land,
\nsense how all is in all, both its end and its beginning,
\nsense that here and mow is both your departure and return
\nsense how death and life are as strong as wine inside you!<\/p>\n

Yes, to be one with the night, one with myself, with the candle’s flame
\nwhich looks me in the eye still, unfathomable and still,
\none with the aspen that trembles and whispers,
\none with the crowds of flowers leaning out of darkness to listen
\nto something I had on my tongue to say but never got said,
\nsomething I don’t want to reveal even if I could.
\nAnd that it murmurs inside me of purest happiness!
\nAnd the flame rises … It is as though the flowers crowded nearer,
\nnearer and nearer the light in a rainbow of shimmering points.
\nThe aspen trembles and plays, the evening red passes
\nand all that was inexpressible and distant is inexpressible and near<\/p>\n

I sing of the only thing that reconciles,
\nonly of what is practical, for all alike.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

Gunnar Ekel\u00f6f ([source<\/em><\/a>])<\/p>\n

…and:<\/p>\n

Sometimes fate is like a small sandstorm that keeps changing directions. You change direction but the sandstorm chases you. You turn again, but the storm adjusts. Over and over you play this out, like some ominous dance with death just before dawn. Why? Because this storm isn’t something that blew in from far away, something that has nothing to do with you. This storm is you. Something inside<\/em> of you. So all you can do is give in to it, step right inside the storm, closing your eyes and plugging up your ears so the sand doesn’t get in, and walk through it, step by step. There’s no sun there, no moon, no direction, no sense of time. Just fine white sand swirling up into the sky like pulverized bones. That’s the kind of sandstorm you need to imagine…<\/p>\n

And once the storm is over you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure, in fact, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm you won’t be the same person who walked in. That’s what this storm’s all about.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

(Haruki Murakami [source<\/em><\/a>])<\/p>\n

…and:<\/p>\n

Week after week, year after year, after art class I walked the vast museum, and lost myself in the arts, or the sciences. Scientists, it seemed to me as I read the labels on display cases (bivalves, univavles; ungulates, lagomorphs), were collectors and sorters, as I had been. They noticed the things that engaged the curious mind: the way the world develops and divides,\u00a0 colony and polyp, population and tissue, ridge and crystal. Artists, for their part, noticed the things that engaged the mind’s private and idiosyncratic interior, that area where the life of senses mingles with the life of the spirit: the shattering of light into color, and the way it shades off round a bend. The humble attention painters gave to the shadow of a stalk or the reflected sheen under a chin, or the lapping layers of strong stokes, included and extended the scientists’ vision of each least thing as unendingly interesting. But artists laid down the vision in the form of beauty bare—Man Walking—radiant and fierce, inexplicable without the math.<\/p>\n

It all got noticed: the horse’s shoulders pumping; the sunlight warping the air over a hot field; the way the leaves turn color, brightly, cell by cell; and even the splitting, half-resigned feeling you have when you notice you are walking on the earth for a while now—set down for a spell—in this particular time for no particular reason, here.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

(Annie Dillard [source<\/em><\/a>])<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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