{"id":203,"date":"2008-08-01T09:55:22","date_gmt":"2008-08-01T13:55:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/?p=203"},"modified":"2009-08-28T15:47:01","modified_gmt":"2009-08-28T19:47:01","slug":"it-was-like-this","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/2008\/08\/it-was-like-this\/","title":{"rendered":"It Was Like This"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>My weekly <a title=\"whiskey river: Jane Hirshfeld on your happy and sad life\" href=\"http:\/\/whiskeyriver.blogspot.com\/2008\/07\/it-was-like-this-you-were-happy-it-was.html\" target=\"_blank\">favorite selection<\/a> from the incomparable <a title=\"whiskey river 'blog'\" href=\"http:\/\/whiskeyriver.blogspot.com\/\" target=\"_blank\">whiskey river<\/a> (which daily seems as unlike a blog as it&#8217;s possible for a blog to be):<\/p>\n<blockquote><p><strong>It Was Like This: You Were Happy<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>It was like this:<br \/>\nyou were happy, then you were sad,<br \/>\nthen happy again, then not.<\/p>\n<p>It went on.<br \/>\nYou were innocent or you were guilty.<br \/>\nActions were taken, or not.<\/p>\n<p>At times you spoke, at other times you were silent.<br \/>\nMostly, it seems you were silent &#8211; what could you say?<\/p>\n<p>Now it is almost over.<\/p>\n<p>Like a lover, your life bends down and kisses your life.<\/p>\n<p>It does this not in forgiveness &#8211;<br \/>\nbetween you, there is nothing to forgive &#8211;<br \/>\nbut with the simple nod of a baker at the moment<br \/>\nhe sees the bread is finished with transformation.<\/p>\n<p>Eating, too, is now a thing only for others.<\/p>\n<p>It doesn&#8217;t matter what they will make of you<br \/>\nor your days: they will be wrong,<br \/>\nthey will miss the wrong woman, miss the wrong man,<br \/>\nall the stories they tell will be tales of their own invention.<\/p>\n<p>Your story was this: you were happy, then you were sad,<br \/>\nyou slept, you awakened.<br \/>\nSometimes you ate roasted chestnuts, sometimes persimmons.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>(by <a title=\"Poets.org: Jane Hirshfield\" href=\"http:\/\/www.poets.org\/poet.php\/prmPID\/563\" target=\"_blank\">Jane Hirshfield<\/a>)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My weekly favorite selection from the incomparable whiskey river (which daily seems as unlike a blog as it&#8217;s possible for a blog to be): It Was Like This: You Were Happy It was like this: you were happy, then you were sad, then happy again, then not. It went on. 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