{"id":21285,"date":"2019-08-09T06:34:03","date_gmt":"2019-08-09T10:34:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/?p=21285"},"modified":"2019-08-09T06:39:12","modified_gmt":"2019-08-09T10:39:12","slug":"cutting-loose-magic","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/2019\/08\/cutting-loose-magic\/","title":{"rendered":"Cutting-Loose Magic"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"Image:<\/a><\/p>\n

[Image: “North Florida Skyline, with Crow + Shadow,” by John E. Simpson. (Shared here under a Creative Commons License; for more information, see this page<\/a> at RAMH.)]<\/em><\/p>\n

From whiskey river<\/em><\/a>:<\/p>\n

Is there no context for our lives? No song, no literature, no poem full of vitamins, no history connected to experience that you can pass along to help us start strong? You are an adult. The old one, the wise one. Stop thinking about saving your face. Think of our lives and tell us your particularized world. Make up a story. Narrative is radical, creating us at the very moment it is being created. We will not blame you if your reach exceeds your grasp; if love so ignites your words they go down in flames and nothing is left but their scald. Or if, with the reticence of a surgeon’s hands, your words suture only the places where blood might flow. We know you can never do it properly – once and for all. Passion is never enough; neither is skill. But try. For our sake and yours forget your name in the street; tell us what the world has been to you in the dark places and in the light. Don’t tell us what to believe, what to fear. Show us belief’s wide skirt and the stitch that unravels fear’s caul. You, old woman, blessed with blindness, can speak the language that tells us what only language can: how to see without pictures. Language alone protects us from the scariness of things with no names. Language alone is meditation.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

(Toni Morrison [source<\/em><\/a>])<\/p>\n

…and<\/a>:<\/p>\n

Cutting Loose<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sometimes from sorrow, for no reason,
\nyou sing. For no reason, you accept
\nthe way of being lost, cutting loose
\nfrom all else and electing a world
\nwhere you go where you want to.<\/p>\n

Arbitrary, a sound comes, a reminder
\nthat a steady center is holding
\nall else. If you listen, that sound
\nwill tell where it is, and you
\ncan slide your way past trouble.<\/p>\n

Certain twisted monsters
\nalways bar the path — but that’s when
\nyou get going best, glad to be lost,
\nlearning how real it is
\nhere on the earth, again and again.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

(William Stafford [source<\/em><\/a>])<\/p>\n

…and<\/a>:<\/p>\n

You must learn to stop being yourself. That’s where it begins, and everything else follows from that. You must let yourself evaporate. Let your muscles go limp, breathe until you feel your soul pouring out of you, and then shut your eyes. That’s how it’s done. The emptiness inside your body grows lighter than the air around you. Little by little, you begin to weigh less than nothing. You shut your eyes; you spread your arms; you let yourself evaporate. And then, little by little, you lift yourself off the ground.<\/p>\n

Like so.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

(Paul Auster [source<\/em><\/a>])<\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

Not from whiskey river<\/em>:<\/p>\n

“What are you?” I whispered.<\/p>\n

He shrugged again.<\/p>\n

“Something,” he said. “Something like you, something like a beast, something like a bird, something like an angel.” He laughed. “Something like that.”<\/p>\n

He smiled.<\/p>\n

“Let’s stand up,” he said.<\/p>\n

We made our circle and we held each other tight. We looked deep into each other’s eyes. We began to turn. Our hearts and breath were together. We turned and turned until the ghostly wings rose from Mina’s back and mine, until we felt ourselves being raised, until we seemed to turn and dance in the empty air.<\/p>\n

And then it ended and we came to earth again.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

(David Almond [source<\/em><\/a>])<\/p>\n

…and:<\/p>\n

Tree Ferns<\/strong><\/p>\n

They were the local Ohio palm, tropic in the heat of trains.
\nThey could grow in anything—pitch, whole grain,
\ncinders, ash and rust, the dirt
\ndumped back of the foundry, what<\/p>\n

the men wore home. Little willows,
\nthey were made to be brushed back by the traffic of boxcars
\nthe way wind will dust the shade
\nof the small part of a river.—They’d<\/p>\n

go from almost green to almost gray with each long passing,
\neach leaf, each branch a stain
\non the winded air. They were too thin
\nfor rain—nothing could touch them.<\/p>\n

So we’d start with pocketknives, cutting and whittling them down,
\nfrom willow, palm, or any other name.
\nThey were what they looked like. Horsewhip, whipweed.
\nThey could lay on a fine welt if you wanted.<\/p>\n

And on a hot, dry day, July, they could all but burn.
\nAt a certain age you try to pull all kinds of things
\nout of the ground, out of the loose gravel thrown by trains.<\/p>\n

Or break off what you can and cut it clean.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

(Stanley Plumly [source<\/em><\/a>])<\/p>\n

…and:<\/p>\n

Primitive<\/strong><\/p>\n

How lucky we are that we do not live
\nin the time of the Plague, when, in three<\/p>\n

years a third of Europe’s population—
\n20 million people—died, and no one<\/p>\n

knew the cause. How fortunate we
\nare to know that it was not the planets<\/p>\n

or the wrath of God that caused it
\nbut a tiny bacillus carried by fleas<\/p>\n

on the backs of rats coming by ship
\nfrom Asia, and how much better it is<\/p>\n

to live now, rather than in 1891, when
\nThomas Edison filed patents for<\/p>\n

the first motion picture camera and viewer,
\nwhich operated on a perceptual phenomenon<\/p>\n

called “persistence of vision”—a thing that
\ntricked the brain into thinking it was seeing<\/p>\n

seamless movement as the viewer stared
\nthrough a tiny peephole and beheld the<\/p>\n

gray-and-black image of a horse, galloping.
\nThis is what I think about as I leaf through<\/p>\n

the ads for flat-screen TVs in today’s paper
\nor click a button on my phone to watch<\/p>\n

a video posted from a pub in Ireland. Aren’t
\nwe lucky that we have no idea how primitive<\/p>\n

our lives will seem one day? How appalling
\nto realize that our best cures for cancer will<\/p>\n

look like a form of torture and that we really
\nthought we couldn’t be everywhere at once.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

(Joyce Sutphen [source<\/em><\/a>])<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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