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[Image: “Ready 4,” by Kevin Dooley. (Found <\/em>at Flickr<\/em><\/a>, of course, and used here under a Creative Commons license. Thank you!) The Wonderland Cinema at 402 Front Street in Niles, Michigan, seems to be still in operation — but doesn’t have the same gritty exterior. When I checked the address via <\/em>Google Street View<\/em><\/a>, I found a building with one blank brick wall facing a side street — and some kind of what appeared to be corrugated-metal cladding on the other three sides. The funky sign has been replaced by a neon and\/or LED thing mounted on a pole on the corner.]<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

From whiskey river<\/a><\/em> (stanzas 2-3):<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Our Valley<\/strong><\/p>

We don’t see the ocean, not ever, but in July and August
when the worst heat seems to rise from the hard clay
of this valley, you could be walking through a fig orchard
when suddenly the wind cools and for a moment
you get a whiff of salt, and in that moment you can almost
believe something is waiting beyond the Pacheco Pass,
something massive, irrational, and so powerful even
the mountains that rise east of here have no word for it.<\/p>

You probably think I’m nuts saying the mountains
have no word for ocean, but if you live here
you begin to believe they know everything.
They maintain that huge silence we think of as divine,
a silence that grows in autumn when snow falls
slowly between the pines and the wind dies
to less than a whisper and you can barely catch
your breath because you’re thrilled and terrified.<\/p>

You have to remember this isn’t your land.
It belongs to no one, like the sea you once lived beside
and thought was yours. Remember the small boats
that bobbed out as the waves rode in, and the men
who carved a living from it only to find themselves
carved down to nothing. Now you say this is home,
so go ahead, worship the mountains as they dissolve in dust,
wait on the wind, catch a scent of salt, call it our life.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(Philip Levine [source<\/a>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…and<\/a>:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

And then a man of forty or so, with a French accent, asked, “How do you achieve the presence of mind to initiate the writing of a poem?” And something cracked open in me, and I finally stopped hoarding and told them my most useful secret. The only secret that has helped me consistently over all the years that I’ve written. I said, “Well, I’ll tell you how. I ask a simple question. I ask myself: What was the very best moment of your day?” The wonder of it was, I told them, that this one question could lift out from my life exactly what I will want to write a poem about. Something I hadn’t known was important will leap out and hover there in front of me, saying I<\/em> am—I<\/em> am the best moment of the day. “Often,” I went on, “it’s a moment when you’re waiting for someone, or you’re driving somewhere, or maybe you’re just walking across a parking lot and admiring the oil stains and the dribbled tar patterns. One time it was when I was driving past a certain house that was screaming with sunlitness on its white clapboards, and then I plunged through tree shadows that splashed and splayed across the windshield. I thought, Ah, of course—I’d forgotten. You, windshield shadows, you are the best moment of the day.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(Nicholson Baker [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n

Not from whiskey river<\/em>:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Seasoned<\/strong><\/p>

Not just in the sense
of salt and pepper
but also sweat on the pillow
The smell of me
in the tweed sport coat
That combination of old
smoke and faded sunlight
Seasoned as the woodpile
the wood collapsing in on itself
the logs drying out
cell by cell becoming
light as paper crumbly
as a story I once knew
Seasoned by the seasons
The quiet nothing of snow
The urgent return of the bud
The long lazy lapping of the lake
The turning again toward
nothing seasoned as my old shoes
jumbled up in the closet
Everywhere I\u2019ve walked
in panic and fear sometimes
shuffling along I\u2019m hard on shoes
I wear them out in no time
making a hole like a bullet hole
in the leather sole seasoned
by weeds the burnt grass
the kids going off
so we finally take a breath
My nicotine-seasoned fingernails
something like the taste
of balsamic vinegar drizzled
on a green tomato
The wind the new kind of wind
I notice again as if for the first time
One season turning toward the next
with everything about to happen<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(Tim Nolan [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…and:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

For the most part, when we go to psychologists, we don’t discuss how divorced we feel from nature, how destructive that can be, or the tonic value of reacquainting ourselves with nature’s charms, the charms we fell in love with when we were children, when nature was a kingdom of wonder, play, self-discovery, and freedom. A special loneliness comes from exiling ourselves from nature. But even my saying that will strike many people as a a romantic affectation. After all, we are civilized now, we don’t play by nature’s rules any more, we control our own destiny, we don’t need nature, right? That attitude is so deeply ingrained in our culture that most people take it for granted, assume it’s a given, and don’t worry about nature when they consider improving the important relationships in their lives. It’s a tragic oversight.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

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