{"id":22258,"date":"2020-02-28T10:27:14","date_gmt":"2020-02-28T15:27:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/?p=22258"},"modified":"2020-02-28T10:29:29","modified_gmt":"2020-02-28T15:29:29","slug":"the-world-recalls-all-youve-sought-to-forget","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/2020\/02\/the-world-recalls-all-youve-sought-to-forget\/","title":{"rendered":"The World Recalls All You’ve Sought to Forget"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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[Image: “Mind Your Head Signage,” by Arthur Brognoli (found<\/a> on the free-stock-photos site Pexels).]<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

From whiskey river<\/a><\/em>:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bedtime Story<\/strong><\/p>

The moon lies on the river
like a drop of oil.
The children come to the banks to be healed
of their wounds and bruises.
The fathers who gave them their wounds and bruises
come to be healed of their rage.
The mothers grow lovely; their faces soften,
the birds in their throats awake.
They all stand hand in hand
and the trees around them,
forever on the verge
of becoming one of them,
stop shuddering and speak their first word.<\/p>

But that is not the beginning.
It is the end of the story,
and before we come to the end,
the mothers and fathers and children
must find their way to the river,
separately, with no one to guide them.
That is the long, pitiless part,
and it will scare you.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(Lisel Mueller [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…and<\/a>:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Instructions for the Journey<\/strong><\/p>

The self you leave behind
is only a skin you have outgrown.
Don’t grieve for it.
Look to the wet, raw, unfinished
self, the one you are becoming.
The world, too, sheds its skin:
politicians, cataclysms, ordinary days.
It’s easy to lose this tenderly
unfolding moment. Look for it
as if it were the first green blade
after a long winter. Listen for it
as if it were the first clear tone
in a place where dawn is heralded by bells.<\/p>

And if all that fails,<\/p>

wash your own dishes.
Rinse them.
Stand in your kitchen at your sink.
Let cold water run between your fingers.
Feel it.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(Pat Schneider [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…and<\/a>:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

People spend too much time finding other people to blame, too much energy finding excuses for not being what they are capable of being, and not enough energy putting themselves on the line, growing out of the past, and getting on with their lives.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(J. Michael Straczynski [source: one of those great quotations which seem to have no confirmed point of origin: everyone just knows this is by <\/em>[X], from one work or interview or another, and passes it along<\/em>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n

Note from whiskey river<\/em>:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Your life’s journey has an outer purpose and an inner purpose. The outer purpose is to arrive at your goal or destination, to accomplish what you set out to do, to achieve this or that, which, of course, implies future. But if your destination, or the steps you are going to take in the future, take up so much of your attention that they become more important to you than the step you are taking now, then you completely miss the journey’s inner purpose, which has nothing to do with where you are going or what you are doing, but everything to do with how. It has nothing to do with future but everything to do with the quality of your consciousness at this moment… <\/p>

Your outer journey may contain a million steps; your inner journey only has one: the step you are taking right now. As you become more deeply aware of this one step, you realize that it already contains within itself all the other steps as well as the destination. <\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(Eckhard Tolle [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…and:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vest<\/strong><\/p>

I put on again the vest of many pockets.<\/p>

It is easy to forget
which holds the reading glasses,
which the small pen,
which the house keys,
the compass and whistle, the passport.<\/p>

To forget at last for weeks
even the pocket holding the day
of digging a place for my sister’s ashes,
the one holding the day
where someone will soon enough put my own.<\/p>

To misplace the pocket
of touching the walls at Auschwitz
would seem impossible.
It is not.<\/p>

To misplace, for a decade,
the pocket of tears.<\/p>

I rummage and rummage—
transfers
for Munich, for Melbourne,
to Oslo.
A receipt for a Singapore kopi.
A device holding music:
Bach, Garcia, Richter, Porter, P\u00e4rt.<\/p>

A woman long dead now
gave me, when I told her I could not sing,
a kazoo.
Now in a pocket.<\/p>

Somewhere, a pocket
holding a Steinway.
Somewhere, a pocket
holding a packet of salt.<\/p>

Borgesian vest,
Oxford English Dictionary vest
with a magnifying glass
tucked inside one snapped-closed pocket,
Wikipedia vest, Rosetta vest,
Enigma vest of decoding,
how is it one person can carry
your weight for a lifetime,
one person
slip into your open arms for a lifetime?<\/p>

Who was given the world,
and hunted for tissues, for chapstick.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(Jane Hirshfield [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…and:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The New Year of the Trees<\/strong><\/p>

It is the New Year of the Trees, but here
the ground is frozen under the crust of snow.
The trees snooze, their buds tight as nuts.
Rhododendron leaves roll up their stiff scrolls.<\/p>

In the white and green north of the diaspora
I am stirred by a season that will not arrive
for six weeks, as wines on far continents prickle
to bubbles when their native vines bloom.<\/p>

What blossoms here are birds jostling
at feeders, pecking sunflower seeds
and millet through the snow: tulip red
cardinal, daffodil finch, larkspur jay,<\/p>

the pansybed of sparrows and juncos, all hungry.
They too are planters of trees, spreading seeds
of favorites along fences. On the earth closed
to us all as a book in a language we cannot<\/p>

yet read, the seeds, the bulbs, the eggs
of the fervid green year await release.
Over them on February’s cold table I spread
a feast. Wings rustle like summer leaves.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(by Marge Piercy [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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