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[Image: “Catch of the Day,” by <\/em>RAMH favorite Tom Waterhouse. You’ll not be surprised that I found this on Flickr<\/a>, nor — of course — that I use it here under a Creative Commons license (thank you!); follow that link to read the story of the photographer’s patience.]<\/em> <\/p>\n\n\n\n

From whiskey river<\/a><\/em>:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

You really don’t have to lose everything and travel to a remote valley to discover that the world is always rushing forward to teach us, and that the greatest thing we can do is to stand there, open and available, and be taught by it. There is no limit to what this cracked and broken and achingly beautiful world can offer, and there is equally no limit to our ability to meet it.<\/p>

Each day, the sun rises and we get out of bed. Another day has begun and bravely, almost recklessly, we stagger into it not knowing what it will bring to us. How will we meet this unpredictable, untamable human life? How will we answer its many questions and challenges and delights? What will we do when we find ourselves, stumble over ourselves, encounter ourselves, once again, in the kitchen?<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(Dana Velden [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…and<\/a>:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

We can live any way we want. People take vows of poverty, chastity, and obedience—even of silence—by choice. The thing is to stalk your calling in a certain skilled and supple way, to locate the most tender and live spot and plug into that pulse. This is yielding, not fighting. <\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(Annie Dillard [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…and, from whiskey river’s commonplace book<\/a><\/em>:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Remember
That to have the eyes of an artist,
That can be enough,
The ear of a poet,
That can be enough.
The soul of a human
just pointed
in the direction of the divine,
that can be more than enough.
I tell you this to remind myself.
Every gesture is an act of creation.
Even empty spaces and silence
can be the wings and voices of angels.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(Michele Linfante [source: couldn’t trace to original, but found here<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n

Not from whiskey river<\/em> or its commonplace book<\/em>:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The Laughter of Women<\/strong><\/p>

From over the wall I could hear the laughter of women
in a foreign tongue, in the sun-rinsed air of the city.
They sat (so I thought) perfumed in their hats and their silks,<\/p>

in chairs on the grass amid flowers glowing and swaying.
One spoke and the others rang like bells, oh so witty,
like bells till the sound filled up the garden and lifted<\/p>

like bubbles spilling over the bricks that enclosed them,
their happiness holding them, even if just for the moment.
Although I did not understand a word they were saying,<\/p>

their sound surrounded me, fell on my shoulders and hair,
and burst on my cheeks like kisses, and continued to fall,
holding me there where I stood on the sidewalk listening.<\/p>

As I could not move, I had to hear them grow silent,
and adjust myself to the clouds and the cooling air.
The mumble of thunder rumbled out of the wall
and the smacking of drops as the rain fell everywhere.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(Mary-Sherman Willis [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…and:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nietzsche was the one who did the job for me. At a certain moment in his life, the idea came to him of what he called “the love of your fate.” Whatever your fate is, whatever the hell happens, you say, “This is what I need<\/em>.” It may look like a wreck, but go at it as though it were an opportunity, a challenge. If you bring love to that moment—not discouragement—you will find the strength is there.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(Joseph Campbell [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…and:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The Moment<\/strong><\/p>

It was a day in June, all lawn and sky,
the kind that gives you no choice
but to unbutton your shirt
and sit outside in a rough wooden chair.<\/p>

And if a glass of ice tea and a volume
of seventeenth-century poetry
with a dark blue cover are available,
then the picture can hardly be improved.<\/p>

I remember a fly kept landing on my wrist,
and two black butterflies
with white and red wing-dots
bobbed around my head in the bright air.<\/p>

I could feel the day offering itself to me,
and I wanted nothing more
than to be in the moment—but which moment?
Not that one, or that one, or that one,<\/p>

or any of those that were scuttling by
seemed perfectly right for me.
Plus, I was too knotted up with questions
about the past and his tall, evasive sister, the future.<\/p>

What churchyard held the bones of George Herbert?
Why did John Donne’s wife die so young?
And more pressingly,
what could we serve the vegetarian twins<\/p>

who were coming to dinner that evening?
Who knew that they would bring their own grapes?
And why was the driver of that pickup
flying down the road toward the lone railroad track?<\/p>

And so the priceless moments of the day
were squandered one by one—
or more likely a thousand at a time—
with quandary and pointless interrogation.<\/p>

All I wanted was to be a pea of being
inside the green pod of time,
but that was not going to happen today,
I had to admit to myself<\/p>

as I closed the book on the face
of Thomas Traherne and returned to the house
where I lit a flame under a pot
full of floating brown eggs,<\/p>

and, while they cooked in their bubbles,
I stared into a small oval mirror near the sink
to see if that crazy glass
had anything special to tell me today.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(Billy Collins [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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