{"id":24657,"date":"2021-06-18T08:15:08","date_gmt":"2021-06-18T12:15:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/?p=24657"},"modified":"2021-06-18T08:15:14","modified_gmt":"2021-06-18T12:15:14","slug":"your-world-among-many-many-worlds-within-yours","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/2021\/06\/your-world-among-many-many-worlds-within-yours\/","title":{"rendered":"Your World Among Many, Many Worlds Within Yours"},"content":{"rendered":"
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[Image: “Black Walnuts by the Thousand,” by John E. Simpson. (Shared here under a Creative Commons License; for more information, see this page<\/a> at <\/em><\/em>RAMH.)<\/em>]<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Consider:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Emerald Spider Between Rose Thorns<\/strong><\/p>

Imagine, not even or really ever tasting
a peach until well over 50, not once
sympathizing with Blake naked in his garden
insisting on angels until getting off the table
and coming home with my new heart. How absurd
to still have a body in this rainbow-gored,
crickety world and how ridiculous to be given one
in the first place, to be an object
like an orchid is an object, or a stone,
so bruisable and plummeting, arms
waving from the evening-ignited lake,
heading singing in the furnace feral and sweet,
tears that make the face grotesque,
tears that make it pure. How easy
it is now to get drunk on a single whiff
like a hummingbird or ant, on the laughter
of one woman and who knew how much I’d miss
that inner light of snow now that I’m in Texas.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(Dean Young [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…and:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

There Is Another Way<\/strong><\/p>

There is another way to enter an apple:
a worm\u2019s way.
The small, round door
closes behind her. The world
and all its necessities
ripen around her like a room.<\/p>

In the sweet marrow of a bone,
the maggot does not remember
the wingspread
of the mother, the green
shine of her body, nor even
the last breath of the dying deer.<\/p>

I, too, have forgotten
how I came here, breathing
this sweet wind, drinking rain,
encased by the limits
of what I can imagine
and by a husk of stars.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(Pat Schneider [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n

….all of which flowed just from having brushed up, lightly, against this (courtesy of whiskey river<\/a><\/em>):<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Who do you think you are? Imagine there’s a version of you that sees all of it. A version that knows when versions are messing with the other ones, trying to get things off track, trying to erase things. A record of all the keystrokes, the storage of all the versions, partial and deleted and written over. All the changes. All truths about all parts of our self. We break ourselves up into parts. To lie to ourselves, to hide things from ourselves. You are not you. You are not what you think you are. You are bigger than you think. More complicated than you think. You are the only version of you that is you. There are less of you than you think, and more. There are a million versions of you, half a trillion. One for every particle, every quantum coin flip. Imagine this uncountable number of yous. You don’t always have your own best interests at heart. That’s true. You are your own best friend and your own worst enemy. You can’t trust a guy who gives you a book and says, This is your life. He might have been your future, he might not. Only you know how you get there. Only you know what you need to do. Imagine there is a perfect version of you. Out of all the oceans of oceans of you, there is exactly one who is perfectly you. And that’s me. And I’m telling you: you are the only you.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(Charles Yu [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n

__________<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P.S.<\/strong>Traditionally on this day, I add an entry to my Potpourri series<\/a>. I hope one will make an appearance later today… but it might get bumped to tomorrow. Who knows? In the series’ Oh, whatever the hell I want<\/em> spirit, maybe I’ll post it anytime in the next several days… and just back-date it to today. *mad, evil laughter*<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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