{"id":25055,"date":"2021-12-17T15:02:35","date_gmt":"2021-12-17T20:02:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/?p=25055"},"modified":"2021-12-17T15:03:05","modified_gmt":"2021-12-17T20:03:05","slug":"turmoil-in-the-thing-observed-serenity-in-the-observer","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/2021\/12\/turmoil-in-the-thing-observed-serenity-in-the-observer\/","title":{"rendered":"Turmoil in the Thing Observed, Serenity in the Observer"},"content":{"rendered":"
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[Image: “Work Glove and Woodpile (Livingston, NY; October 2021),” by John E. Simpson. (Shared here under a Creative Commons License; for more information, see this page<\/a> at <\/em>RAMH.)]<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

The Missus and I have made it to Las Vegas for several weeks’ year-end downtime, here at the end of Roadtrip 2021. We’ve little idea what’s ahead for us in ’22 (aside from threading our cautious — and a bit nervous — way among more coronavirus mutations). We’ve considered a few further destinations, but thanks to winter weather they are by and large inaccessible to us… for a few months, anyhow. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

And really, the big question remains: wither, ultimately, goeth we? Where are we gonna live<\/em>?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Came across this item yesterday, posted earlier in the week on whiskey river<\/a><\/em>:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I occasionally experience myself as a cluster of flowing currents. I prefer this to the idea of a solid self, the identity to which so many attach so much significance. These currents, like the themes of one’s life, are borne along during the waking hours, and at their best they require no reconciling, no harmonizing. They may be not quite right, but at least they are always in motion, in time, in place, in the form of strange combinations moving about, not necessarily forward, against each other, contrapuntally yet without one central theme. A form of freedom, I’d like to think, even if I am far from being totally convinced that it is. That skepticism, too, is something I particularly want to hold onto. With so many dissonances in my life I have learned to prefer being not quite right, out of place.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(Edward Said [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hmm<\/em>, I thought. He <\/em>preferred a dissonant life?<\/em> One of my pet terms for The Missus is, “my personal disruptor” — it sums up her (to me) charming habit of overturning my own best-laid but generally trivial plans with her more impulsive, grand-and-sweeping ones. So yes, I know the pleasures of occasional dissonance. Even so, I find them pleasing in contrast — against a more neutral, conventional backdrop: colorful accents placed on a tweed fabric, say…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Las Vegas (or anyplace like it) will not become our hometown. I know many people live here in stability — in quite-rightness and in-placeness — despite the conventional view of the city as a place where anything can and often does happen, at any time. But I also know myself: freeing the elephant<\/a><\/em>, right?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I couldn’t possibly regard Edward Said’s view of his life as “wrong.” On the contrary, I think he was right in a way: his self seen as “a cluster of flowing currents,” for example. But I don’t think he had to stop there and say, in effect, I choose a dissonant self over a static one<\/em>. All that noise and clatter and all those free-flowing forms needn’t be participated in to be appreciated. Regardez, s’il vous plait<\/em>, this morning’s whiskey river<\/a><\/em> meditation — a sort of “on the other hand…” response to the week’s earlier one:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Time for Serenity, Anyone?<\/strong><\/p>

I like to live in the sound of water,
in the feel of mountain air. A sharp
reminder hits me: this world is still alive,
it stretches out there shivering toward its own
creation, and I’m part of it. Even my breathing
enters into this elaborate give-and-take,
this bowing to sun and moon. day or night.
winter, summer, storm, still—this tranquil
chaos that seems to be going somewhere.
This wilderness with a great peacefulness in it.
This motionless turmoil, this everything dance.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(William Stafford [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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