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[Image: “5x5x2 (10 June, 2023, 06:15 AM; Northeast and Southeast),” by John E. Simpson. (Photo shared here under a Creative Commons License; for more information, see this page<\/a> at <\/em><\/em><\/em><\/em><\/em><\/em><\/em><\/em>RAMH.)<\/em><\/em><\/em><\/em><\/em><\/em><\/em>]<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

From whiskey river<\/a><\/em> (abbreviated there):<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Body and Soul II<\/strong>
for Coleman Hawkins<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

The structure of landscape is infinitesimal,
Like the structure of music,
                                                             seamless, invisible.
Even the rain has larger sutures.
What holds the landscape together, and what holds music together,
Is faith, it appears—faith of the eye, faith of the ear.
Nothing like that in language,
However, clouds chugging from west to east like blossoms
Blown by the wind.
                                            April, and anything\u2019s possible.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Here is the story of Hsuan Tsang.
A Buddhist monk, he went from Xian to southern India
And back—on horseback, on camel-back, on elephant-back, and on foot.
Ten thousand miles it took him, from 629 to 645,
Mountains and deserts,
In search of the Truth
                                               the heart of the heart of Reality,
The Law that would help him escape it,
And all its attendant and inescapable suffering.
                                                                                                      And he found it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

These days, I look at things, not through them,
And sit down low, as far away from the sky as I can get.
The reef of the weeping cherry flourishes coral,
The neighbor\u2019s back porch light bulbs glow like anemones.
Squid-eyed Venus floats forth overhead.
This is the half hour, half-light, half-dark,
                                                       when everything starts to shine out,
And aphorisms skulk in the trees,
Their wings folded, their heads bowed. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Every true poem is a spark,
                                     and aspires to the condition of the original fire
Arising out of the emptiness.
It is that same emptiness it wants to reignite.
It is that same engendering it wants to be re-engendered by.
Shooting stars.
April’s identical,
                                  celestial, wordless, burning down.
Its light is the light we commune by.
Its destination’s our own, its hope is the hope we live with.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Wang Wei, on the other hand,
Before he was 30 years old bought his famous estate on the Wang River
Just east of the east end of the Southern Mountains,
                                                                                                                  and lived there,
Off and on, for the rest of his life.
He never travelled the landscape, but stayed inside it,
A part of nature himself, he thought.
And who would say no
To someone so bound up in solitude,
                                                              in failure, he thought, and suffering.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Afternoon sky the color of Cream of Wheat, a small
Dollop of butter hazily at the western edge.
Getting too old and lazy to write poems,
                                                                                        I watch the snowfall
From the apple trees.
Landscape, as Wang Wei says, softens the sharp edges of isolation.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n


(Charles Wright [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Not from whiskey river<\/em>:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Dreams<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Despite the geologists’ knowledge and craft,
mocking magnets, graphs, and maps—
in a split second the dream
piles before us mountains as stony
as real life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

And since mountains, then valleys, plains
with perfect infrastructures.
Without engineers, contractors, workers,
bulldozers, diggers, or supplies—
raging highways, instant bridges,
thickly populated pop-up cities.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Without directors, megaphones, and cameramen—
crowds knowing exactly when to frighten us
and when to vanish.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Without architects deft in their craft,
without carpenters, bricklayers, concrete pourers—
on the path a sudden house just like a toy,
and in it vast halls that echo with our steps
and walls constructed out of solid air.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Not just the scale, it’s also the precision—
a specific watch, an entire fly,
on the table a cloth with cross-stitched flowers,
a bitten apple with teeth marks.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

And we—unlike circus acrobats,
conjurers, wizards, and hypnotists—
can fly unfledged,
we light dark tunnels with our eyes,
we wax eloquent in unknown tongues,
talking not with just anyone, but with the dead.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

And as a bonus, despite our own freedom,
the choices of our heart, our tastes,
we’re swept away
by amorous yearnings for—
and the alarm clock rings.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

So what can they tell us, the writers of dream books,
the scholars of oneiric signs and omens,
the doctors with couches for analyses—
if anything fits,
it’s accidental,
and for one reason only,
that in our dreamings,
in their shadowings and gleamings,
in their multiplings, inconceivablings,
in their haphazardings and widescatterings
at times even a clear-cut meaning
may slip through.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(Wislawa Szymborska. translated by Clare Cavanagh and Stanislaw Baranczak [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…and:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Confuse the sacred and the secular in your environment. Create a liminal, neither here nor there, milieu. It is always in the liminal places that significant things happen, so work at creating liminality. Shock yourself and others by refusing to separate the holy and the profane.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(Thomas Moore [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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