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(Image: “The ballad of Marie Curie (Army of Lovers,” by Pablo (Gulin) Kopec; found it on Flickr<\/a> (and used here under a Creative Commons license — thank you!). The image’s title refers to this song<\/a>, the lyrics to which you can find here<\/a>.)<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

From whiskey river<\/a><\/em>:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\n

When I Am Among the Trees<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

When I am among the trees,
especially the willows and the honey locust,
equally the beech, the oaks and the pines,
they give off such hints of gladness.
I would almost say that they save me, and daily.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I am so distant from the hope of myself,
in which I have goodness, and discernment,
and never hurry through the world
but walk slowly, and bow often.<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Around me the trees stir in their leaves
and call out, “Stay awhile.”
The light flows from their branches.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

And they call again, “It’s simple,” they say,
“and you too have come
into the world to do this, to go easy, to be filled
with light, and to shine.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(Mary Oliver [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…and<\/a>:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\n

Dust<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Someone spoke to me last night,
told me the truth. Just a few words,
but I recognized it.
I knew I should make myself get up,
write it down, but it was late,
and I was exhausted from working
all day in the garden, moving rocks.
Now, I remember only the flavor—
not like food, sweet or sharp.
More like a fine powder, like dust.
And I wasn’t elated or frightened,
but simply rapt, aware.
That’s how it is sometimes—
God comes to your window,
all bright light and black wings,
and you’re just too tired to open it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(Dorianne Laux [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Not from whiskey river<\/em>:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\n
\n

Happiness<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

There\u2019s just no accounting for happiness,
or the way it turns up like a prodigal
who comes back to the dust at your feet
having squandered a fortune far away.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

And how can you not forgive?
You make a feast in honor of what
was lost, and take from its place the finest
garment, which you saved for an occasion
you could not imagine, and you weep night and day
to know that you were not abandoned,
that happiness saved its most extreme form
for you alone.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

No, happiness is the uncle you never
knew about, who flies a single-engine plane
onto the grassy landing strip, hitchhikes
into town, and inquires at every door
until he finds you asleep midafternoon
as you so often are during the unmerciful
hours of your despair.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

It comes to the monk in his cell.
It comes to the woman sweeping the street
with a birch broom, to the child
whose mother has passed out from drink.
It comes to the lover, to the dog chewing
a sock, to the pusher, to the basketmaker,
and to the clerk stacking cans of carrots
in the night.
It even comes to the boulder<\/span>
in the perpetual shade of pine barrens,
to rain falling on the open sea,
to the wineglass, weary of holding wine.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(Jane Kenyon [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…and:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\n

Passing a Truck Full of Chickens at Night on Highway Eighty<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

What struck me first was their panic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Some were pulled by the wind from moving
to the ends of the stacked cages,
some had their heads blown through the bars—<\/p>\n\n\n\n

and could not get them in again.
Some hung there like that—dead—
their own feathers blowing, clotting<\/p>\n\n\n\n

in their faces. Then
I saw the one that made me slow some—
I lingered there beside her for five miles.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

She had pushed her head through the space
between bars—to get a better view.
She had the look of a dog in the back<\/p>\n\n\n\n

of a pickup, that eager look of a dog
who knows she’s being taken along.
She craned her neck.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

She looked around, watched me, then
strained to see over the car—strained
to see what happened beyond.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

That<\/em> is the chicken I want to be.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(Jane Mead [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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