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[Image: “Wawona Tunnel, Yosemite National Park, 8:24AM,” by John E. Simpson.\u00a0(Photo shared here under a Creative Commons License; for more information, see\u00a0this page<\/a>\u00a0at\u00a0<\/em><\/em><\/em>RAMH.)<\/em><\/em>]<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n

From whiskey river’s commonplace book<\/a><\/em>:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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The important thing about despair is never to give up, never wrap up and put away a sterile life, but somehow keep it open. Because you never can know what’s coming; never. That’s the great thing about life, the crucial thing to remember. You may beat your fists on a stone wall for years and years, and every consideration of common sense will say it’s hopeless, forget it, spare yourself; and then one day your bleeding hand will go through as if the wall were theatrical gauze; you’ll be in another realm where birds are singing and love is possible, and you’d have missed it if you’d given up, because it might be only that one day the wall was not stone.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(Allen Wheelis [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…and:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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For My Young Friends Who Are Afraid<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

There is a country to cross you will
find in the corner of your eye, in
the quick slip of your foot—air far
down, a snap that might have caught.
And maybe for you, for me, a high, passing
voice that finds its way by being
afraid. That country is there, for us,
carried as it is crossed. What you fear
will not go away: it will take you into
yourself and bless you and keep you.
That’s the world, and we all live there.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(William Stafford [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…and:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Our existence is finite. The self that we have created through so many years of effort and suffering will die. And sustained though we may be by the idea, the hope, the certainty that some portion of us will eternally endure, we also must acknowledge that this “I” who breathes and loves and works and knows itself will be forever and ever and ever… obliterated.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

So, whether or not we live with images of continuity—of immortality—we also will have to live with a sense of transience, aware that no matter how passionately we love whatever we love, we don’t have the power to make either it, or us, stay.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(Judith Viorst [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…and:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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The Thing Is<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

to love life, to love it even
when you have no stomach for it
and everything you’ve held dear
crumbles like burnt paper in your hands,
your throat filled with the silt of it.
When grief sits with you, its tropical heat
thickening the air, heavy as water
more fit for gills than lungs;
when grief weights you like your own flesh
only more of it, an obesity of grief,
you think, how can a body withstand this?
Then you hold life like a face
between your palms, a plain face,
no charming smile, no violet eyes,
and you say, yes, I will take you
I will love you, again.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(Ellen Bass [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…and (in slightly different and excerpted form):<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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In the Middle<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

of a life that’s as complicated as everyone else’s,
struggling for balance, juggling time.
The mantle clock that was my grandfather’s
has stopped at 9:20; we haven’t had time
to get it repaired. The brass pendulum is still,
the chimes don’t ring. One day you look out the window,
green summer, the next, and the leaves have already fallen,
and a grey sky lowers the horizon. Our children almost grown,
our parents gone, it happened so fast. Each day, we must learn
again how to love, between morning’s quick coffee
and evening’s slow return. Steam from a pot of soup rises,
mixing with the yeasty smell of baking bread. Our bodies
twine, and the big black dog pushes his great head between;
his tail is a metronome, 3\/4 time. We’ll never get there,
Time is always ahead of us, running down the beach, urging
us on faster, faster, but sometimes we take off our watches,
sometimes we lie in the hammock, caught between the mesh
of rope and the net of stars, suspended, tangled up
in love, running out of time.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(Barbara Crooker [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n

From elsewhere:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u201cDo you remember that piece of footage on the local news, just as the first tower comes down, woman runs in off the street into a store, just gets the door closed behind her, and here comes this terrible black billowing, ash, debris, sweeping through the streets, gale force past the window… that was the moment, Maxi. Not when \u2018everything changed.\u2019 When everything was revealed. No grand Zen illumination, but a rush of blackness and death. Showing us exactly what we\u2019ve become, what we\u2019ve been all the time.\u201d <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cAnd what we\u2019ve always been is…?\u201d <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cIs living on borrowed time. Getting away cheap. Never caring about who\u2019s paying for it, who\u2019s starving somewhere else all jammed together so we can have cheap food, a house, a yard in the burbs… planetwide, more every day, the payback keeps gathering. And meantime the only help we get from the media is boo hoo the innocent dead. Boo fuckin hoo. You know what? All the dead are innocent. There\u2019s no uninnocent dead.\u201d <\/p>\n\n\n\n

After a while, \u201cYou\u2019re not going to explain that, or…\u201d <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201cCourse not, it\u2019s a koan.\u201d<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(Thomas Pynchon [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Living With the News<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

Can I get used to it day after day
a little at a time while the tide keeps
coming in faster the waves get bigger
building on each other breaking records
this is not the world that I remember
then comes the day when I open the box
that I remember packing with such care
and there is the face that I had known well
in little pieces staring up at me
it is not mentioned on the front pages
but somewhere back near the real estate
among the things that happen every day
to someone who now happens to be me
and what can I do and who can tell me
then there is what the doctor comes to say
endless patience will never be enough
our only hope is to be the daylight<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(W.S. Merwin [source<\/a><\/em>])<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…and:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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# 30:<\/strong> You think your country lurches towards disaster. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

You think your neighbors have lost their minds. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

You think when you wake up tomorrow, things will be worse than they were this morning.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

You’re probably right…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

…and you’re probably wrong.<\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

(JES, Maxims for Nostalgists<\/em>)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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