{"id":5817,"date":"2009-10-09T06:51:50","date_gmt":"2009-10-09T10:51:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/?p=5817"},"modified":"2009-10-09T06:51:50","modified_gmt":"2009-10-09T10:51:50","slug":"starting-and-restarting","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/2009\/10\/starting-and-restarting\/","title":{"rendered":"Starting and Restarting"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter\" title=\"Hoagy Carmichael pretends to crank start a car\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/johnesimpson.com\/images\/hoagycrankstartsacar_sm.jpg?resize=500%2C408&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" width=\"500\" height=\"408\" \/><\/p>\n<p class=\"smalltext\"><em>[Image above is captioned: &#8220;Hoagy Carmichael* <\/em><em>pretending to crank start a car.&#8221;<br \/>\n<a title=\"'Hoagy Carmichael pretending to crank start a car'\" href=\"http:\/\/webapp1.dlib.indiana.edu\/dlsearch\/results\/detail.do?fullItemID=\/hoagy\/ATM-MC2-3-9-89\" target=\"_blank\">From<\/a> the Hoagy Carmichael Collection at Indiana University.]<\/em><\/p>\n<p>From <a title=\"whiskey river: 'The Gift,' by William Stafford\" href=\"http:\/\/whiskeyriver.blogspot.com\/2009\/10\/gift-time-wants-to-show-you-different.html\" target=\"_blank\"><em>whiskey river<\/em><\/a>, still mining the William Stafford vein (and no complaints from this quarter):<\/p>\n<blockquote><p><strong>The Gift<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Time wants to show you a different country. It&#8217;s the one<br \/>\nthat your life conceals, the one waiting outside<br \/>\nwhen curtains are drawn, the one Grandmother hinted at<br \/>\nin her crochet design, the one almost found<br \/>\nover at the edge of the music, after the sermon.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s the way life is, and you have it, a few years given.<br \/>\nYou get killed now and then, violated<br \/>\nin various ways. (And sometimes it&#8217;s turn about.)<br \/>\nYou get tired of that. Long-suffering, you wait<br \/>\nand pray, and maybe good things come &#8212; maybe<br \/>\nthe hurt slackens and you hardly feel it any more.<br \/>\nYou have a breath without pain. It is called happiness.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s a balance, the taking and passing along,<br \/>\nthe composting of where you&#8217;ve been and how people<br \/>\nand weather treated you. It&#8217;s a country where<br \/>\nyou already are, bringing where you have been.<br \/>\nTime offers this gift in its millions of ways,<br \/>\nturning the world, moving the air, calling,<br \/>\nevery morning, &#8220;Here, take it, it&#8217;s yours.&#8221;<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>(William Stafford [<a title=\"William Stafford: 'The Gift'\" href=\"http:\/\/www.williamstafford.org\/pdf\/dec2004.pdf\" target=\"_blank\"><em>source<\/em><\/a>])<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Not from <em>whiskey river<\/em>:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p><strong>The Compost Heap<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>It waxed with autumn, when the leaves&#8211;<br \/>\nDogwood, oak and sycamore&#8211;<br \/>\nAvalanched the yard and slipped<br \/>\nLike unpaid bills beneath the door.<\/p>\n<p>In winter it gave off a warmth<br \/>\nAnd held its ground against the snow,<br \/>\nThe barrow of the buried year,<br \/>\nThe swelling that spring stirred below.<\/p>\n<p>In summer, we\u2019d identify<br \/>\nThe volunteers and green recruits,<br \/>\nA sapling apple or a pear<br \/>\nThat stemmed from bruised and bitten fruits.<\/p>\n<p>And everything we threw away<br \/>\nAnd we forgot, would by and by<br \/>\nReturn to earth, or drop its seed<br \/>\nTake root and start to ramify.<\/p>\n<p>We left the garden in the Fall&#8211;<br \/>\nYou turned the heap up with a rake<br \/>\nAnd startled latent in its heart<br \/>\nThe dark glissando of the snake.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>(A.E. Stallings [<a title=\"Verse Daily: 'The Compost Heap,' by A.E. Stallings\" href=\"http:\/\/www.versedaily.org\/compostheap.shtml\" target=\"_blank\"><em>source<\/em><\/a>])<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;and:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p><em>from<\/em> <a title=\"Amazon.com: 'The Way to Start a Day,' by Byrd Baylor\" href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Way-Start-Day-Byrd-Baylor\/dp\/0689710542\" target=\"_blank\"><strong>The Way To Start A Day<\/strong><\/a><\/p>\n<p>The way to start a day<br \/>\nis this&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>Go outside<br \/>\nand face the east<br \/>\nand greet the sun<br \/>\nwith some kind of<br \/>\nor chant<br \/>\nor song<br \/>\nthat you made yourself<br \/>\nand keep for<br \/>\nearly morning<\/p>\n<p>When you feel the sun<br \/>\nyou&#8217;ll feel<br \/>\nthe song too.<\/p>\n<p>Just sing it.<\/p>\n<p>But<br \/>\nsound<br \/>\ndon&#8217;t think you&#8217;re<br \/>\nthe only one<br \/>\nwho ever worked<br \/>\nthat magic.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>(Byrd Baylor, <em>The Way to Start a Day<\/em>)<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;<a title=\"Amazon.com: 'Dawn Light,' by Diane Ackerman\" href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Dawn-Light-Dancing-Cranes-Other\/dp\/0393061736\/\" target=\"_blank\">and<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>In English, the word <em>wander<\/em> is only a vowel away from <em>wonder<\/em>, though it can be a complete rhyme when spoken by a Southerner. The two words also blur in the mind, where it takes a fresh eye to see the familiar, and if you wander just a little from the habitual you may stumble on the truly wondrous. For example, if I weren&#8217;t paying attention to the dawn on purpose this morning, I would have missed how slanting light hit the creek water near my house, revealing the shadows of a colony of water striders, insects that skim along on the surface tension of water. They were communicating through ripples, tapping a morse code of desire, the frenzied males at 90 times a minute, the females only 10 times a minute. Striders are tiny oarsmen hard to spot at the best of times, but the low sun magnified their shadows on the bottom of the creek, their footpads stood out, and they looked like an array of sliding dominoes. At such moments, time suddenly snags on a simple <em>Wow!<\/em><\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>(Diane Ackerman, <em>Dawn Light: Dancing with Cranes and Other Ways to Start the Day<\/em>)<\/p>\n<p>Finally, here&#8217;s a favorite moment from 1988&#8217;s <a title=\"Wikipedia, on 'Beetlejuice'\" href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Beetlejuice\" target=\"_blank\"><em>Beetlejuice<\/em><\/a>, in which Michael Keaton plays the part of a hilariously wicked ghost haunting an old mansion. With two other ghosts, he tries a number of tactics to scare away a pretentious wealthy couple who&#8217;ve bought the place; this scene depicts one such tactic. The expressions of helplessness on the dinner guests&#8217; faces always crack me up. (The Spanish subtitles early in this video clip can be a bit distracting. You&#8217;ll forget they&#8217;re there, though.)<\/p>\n<p><object classid=\"clsid:d27cdb6e-ae6d-11cf-96b8-444553540000\" width=\"500\" height=\"404\" codebase=\"http:\/\/download.macromedia.com\/pub\/shockwave\/cabs\/flash\/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0\"><param name=\"allowFullScreen\" value=\"true\" \/><param name=\"allowscriptaccess\" value=\"always\" \/><param name=\"src\" value=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/v\/tqVV4GSYrNM&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&amp;rel=0\" \/><param name=\"allowfullscreen\" value=\"true\" \/><\/object><\/p>\n<p>________________________________<\/p>\n<p>* Yes, <a title=\"Earlier RAMH post about Hoagy Carmichael and 'I Get Along Without You Very Well'\" href=\"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/2009\/02\/whats-in-a-song-i-get-along-without-you-very-well-part-1\/\"><em>that<\/em> Hoagy Carmichael<\/a><em><\/em>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>[Image above is captioned: &#8220;Hoagy Carmichael* pretending to crank start a car.&#8221; From the Hoagy Carmichael Collection at Indiana University.] From whiskey river, still mining the William Stafford vein (and no complaints from this quarter): The Gift Time wants to show you a different country. It&#8217;s the one that your life conceals, the one waiting [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"_genesis_hide_title":false,"_genesis_hide_breadcrumbs":false,"_genesis_hide_singular_image":false,"_genesis_hide_footer_widgets":false,"_genesis_custom_body_class":"","_genesis_custom_post_class":"","_genesis_layout":"","h5ap_radio_sources":[],"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"activitypub_content_warning":"","activitypub_content_visibility":"","activitypub_max_image_attachments":3,"activitypub_interaction_policy_quote":"anyone","activitypub_status":"","footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[247,1393,53,251,713],"tags":[178,1431,1432,1433,1434,1435,1436,1437,1438,1439,1440],"class_list":{"0":"post-5817","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-ruminations","7":"category-whiskey-river-runningaftermyhat","8":"category-movies-media","9":"category-poetry-writing_cat","10":"category-humor-writing_cat","11":"tag-whiskey-river","12":"tag-starting","13":"tag-restarting","14":"tag-william-staffford","15":"tag-compost","16":"tag-a-e-stallings","17":"tag-the-way-to-start-a-day","18":"tag-byrd-baylor","19":"tag-diane-ackerman","20":"tag-dawn-light","21":"tag-beetlejuice","22":"entry"},"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6kZSG-1vP","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5817","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=5817"}],"version-history":[{"count":12,"href":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5817\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5829,"href":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5817\/revisions\/5829"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=5817"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=5817"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=5817"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}