{"id":7642,"date":"2010-06-04T06:51:49","date_gmt":"2010-06-04T10:51:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/?p=7642"},"modified":"2010-06-04T07:01:57","modified_gmt":"2010-06-04T11:01:57","slug":"if-you-can-believe-it-or-even-if-you-cant","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/2010\/06\/if-you-can-believe-it-or-even-if-you-cant\/","title":{"rendered":"If You Can Believe It (or Even If You Can&#8217;t)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter\" title=\"Backglass from Ripley's Believe It or Not pinball game\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/johnesimpson.com\/images\/ripleyspinball_sm.jpg?resize=500%2C367&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" width=\"500\" height=\"367\" \/><\/p>\n<p class=\"smalltext\"><em>[Image: backglass from a new(ish) pinball game by Stern,<br \/>\ncurrently available from <a title=\"Premier Amusements: Ripley's Believe It or Not Pinball Game\" href=\"http:\/\/www.premier-md.com\/pin_ripleys.asp\" target=\"_blank\">Premier Amusements<\/a>]<\/em><\/p>\n<p>From <a title=\"whiskey river's commonplace book: 'the designated light'\" href=\"http:\/\/whiskeyriverscommonplace.blogspot.com\/2005\/11\/designated-light.html\" target=\"_blank\"><em>whiskey river<\/em><\/a>&#8216;s archive (a\/k\/a the <em>commonplace book<\/em>):<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>A physicist visits a colleague and notices a horseshoe hanging on the wall above the entrance.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Do you really believe that a horseshoe brings luck?&#8221; he asks.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;No,&#8221; replies the colleague, &#8220;but I&#8217;ve been told that it works even if you don&#8217;t believe in it.&#8221;<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>(Niels Bohr)<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;<a title=\"whiskey river's commonplace book: 'the abracadabra instinct'\" href=\"http:\/\/whiskeyriverscommonplace.blogspot.com\/2005\/11\/abracadabra-instinct.html\" target=\"_blank\">and<\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p><strong>Strangers<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>A man and a woman happened to sit next to one another on a train. The woman took out a book and began reading. The train stopped at a half dozen stations, but she never looked up once.<\/p>\n<p>The man watched her for awhile, then asked, &#8220;What are you reading?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;It&#8217;s a ghost story,&#8221; she said. &#8220;It&#8217;s very good, very spooky.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Do you believe in ghosts?&#8221; he asked.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yes, I do,&#8221; she replied. &#8220;There are ghosts everywhere.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I don&#8217;t believe in them,&#8221; he said. &#8220;It&#8217;s just a lot of superstition. In all my years I&#8217;ve never seen a ghost, not one.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Haven&#8217;t you?&#8221; the woman said, and disappeared.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>(Alvin Schwartz)<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;<a title=\"whiskey river's commonplace book: 'don't turn your head'\" href=\"http:\/\/whiskeyriverscommonplace.blogspot.com\/2005\/11\/dont-turn-your-head.html\" target=\"_blank\">and<\/a> (plus the last sentence):<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>&#8220;I see nobody on the road,&#8221; said Alice.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I only wish <em>I<\/em> had such eyes,&#8221; the King remarked in a fretful tone. &#8220;To see Nobody! And at that distance too! Why, it&#8217;s as much as <em>I<\/em> can do to see real people, by this light!&#8221;<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>(Lewis Carroll [<a title=\"Google Books: 'Through the Looking Glass,' by Lewis Carroll\" href=\"http:\/\/books.google.com\/books?id=5iLX_94aRBUC&amp;lpg=PA53&amp;ots=XMgTi05XXB&amp;dq=%22I%20see%20nobody%20on%20the%20road%2C%22%20said%20Alice.&amp;pg=PA53#v=onepage&amp;q=%22I%20see%20nobody%20on%20the%20road%22&amp;f=false\" target=\"_blank\"><em>source<\/em><\/a>])<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Not from <em>whiskey river<\/em>:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p><strong>Gregory:<\/strong> I&#8217;ve tried so hard to keep it within these walls &#8211; in my own house. Now, because you would go out tonight, the whole of London knows it. If I could only get inside that brain of yours and understand what makes you do these crazy, twisted things.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Paula:<\/strong> Gregory, are you trying to tell me I&#8217;m insane?<\/p>\n<p><strong>Gregory:<\/strong> It&#8217;s what I&#8217;m trying NOT to tell myself.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Paula:<\/strong> But that&#8217;s what you think, isn&#8217;t it? That&#8217;s what you&#8217;ve been hinting and suggesting for months now, ever since&#8230;the day I lost your brooch. That&#8217;s when it all began. No, no, no, it began before that. The first day here when I found that letter. <em>(Gregory stops and abruptly turns.)<\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong>Gregory:<\/strong> What letter?<\/p>\n<p><strong>Paula:<\/strong> That one I found among the music from that man&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Gregory:<\/strong> Yes, you&#8217;re right. That&#8217;s when it began&#8230;I can see you still, standing there and saying, &#8220;Look. Look at this letter.&#8221; And staring at nothing.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Paula:<\/strong> What?<\/p>\n<p><strong>Gregory:<\/strong> You had NOTHING in your hand.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Paula:<\/strong> What?<\/p>\n<p><strong>Gregory: <\/strong>I was staggered, but I didn&#8217;t know then how much reason I had to be&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Paula:<\/strong> I don&#8217;t know. What dream?<\/p>\n<p><strong>Gregory:<\/strong> I didn&#8217;t know that about your mother.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Paula:<\/strong> What about my mother?<\/p>\n<p><strong>Gregory:<\/strong> Your mother was mad.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Paula:<\/strong> Gregory.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Gregory:<\/strong> She died in an asylum when you were a year old.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Paula: <\/strong>That&#8217;s not true!<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>(from <em>Gaslight<\/em>, the ultimate &#8220;Who and what do you choose to believe?&#8221; film, starring Charles Boyer as Gregory and Ingrid Bergman as Paula [<a title=\"filmsite.org: 'Gaslight' excerpt\" href=\"http:\/\/www.filmsite.org\/gasl2.html\" target=\"_blank\"><em>source<\/em><\/a>])<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;and:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p><strong>Daniel<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>On the day we moved in, the pings, bumps, and snaps<br \/>\nWere scary, it&#8217;s true, but probably normal;<br \/>\nA house accepting new patterns of weight<br \/>\nWith protest, the way no conviction goes gently.<br \/>\nWe laughed a little, and called it &#8220;our spirit.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Later that night, when the power conked out<br \/>\nAnd the kids were crying, the ghost got a name,<br \/>\n&#8220;Daniel,&#8221; and a history of whispered exploits,<br \/>\nAll of them harmless, like nursery rhymes,<br \/>\nOr like the little fibs we tell ourselves<br \/>\nTo explain why this or that has led to suffering.<\/p>\n<p>Pretty soon, we were using him for everything.<br \/>\nWhen the Christmas tree fell, it was &#8220;Daniel&#8221;;<br \/>\nWhen my wife lost her ring, it was &#8220;Daniel&#8221;;<br \/>\nWhen the kids forgot to feed the goldfish<br \/>\nAnd it turned up dead, its eyes silvered over<br \/>\nLike water shadowed under sheets of ice,<\/p>\n<p>Well, that became Daniel too, which was curious;<br \/>\nAnd pauses me now as I make the long walk<br \/>\nDown the hall to the bathroom in darkness,<br \/>\nAnd hear, in soft concert, the sound of my footfalls<br \/>\nAnswered at once by my children&#8217;s voices<\/p>\n<p>Still calling to Daniel behind their door.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>(David Orr, from <em>Poetry<\/em>, 2007 [<a title=\"Poetry Foundation: 'Daniel,' by David Orr\" href=\"http:\/\/www.poetryfoundation.org\/archive\/poem.html?id=180279\" target=\"_blank\"><em>source<\/em><\/a>])<\/p>\n<p>The Missus and I were married ten years on May 29th; we&#8217;ll be celebrating this weekend, though &#8212; as I tag along on a business trip with her to one of our favorite cities.<\/p>\n<p>In 2000, we&#8217;d already been living together for seven years and, I think, were both as surprised as anyone that we actually went the whole official-paper route. This was shortly after my second tech book came out, and I was feeling restless and a little nervous about its reception at the time I got an email from a reader. The message said, in its entirety: &#8220;Great, great book.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The reader in question, as it happened, was an entrepreneur who was just starting up a sort of strange but wonderful business: working vacations for information-technology types like programmers and Web designers, floating technical conferences called <a title=\"Geek Cruises\" href=\"http:\/\/www.geekcruises.com\/\" target=\"_blank\">Geek Cruises<\/a> (now InSight Cruises, having expanded to special interests outside geekdom proper). And although my area of &#8220;expertise&#8221; at the time didn&#8217;t fit with the topic of the inaugural cruise, Neil invited me along as an instructor.<\/p>\n<p>The destination: Alaska, by way of Vancouver. I&#8217;d have to teach a class on three of the seven days we&#8217;d be at sea, but Geek Cruises would pay my way: airfare, one night&#8217;s hotel stay at each end of the cruise, and of course the fare for the cabin on the ship itself.<\/p>\n<p>It was too good an opportunity to pass up &#8212; especially because, once Neil found out what I had in mind, he threw in a little something for The Missus-to-Be&#8217;s passage as well. (Not to mention standing as our witness &#8212; Hawaiian shirt and all! &#8212; at the shipboard wedding in Vancouver.) We&#8217;ll never forget Neil&#8217;s generosity on that trip (and a subsequent Caribbean cruise, to boot). Our good fortune was, well, almost too much to believe.<\/p>\n<p>And, in truth, it &#8212; <em>mine<\/em> &#8212; still is.<\/p>\n<p>Here&#8217;s one of the songs from the &#8220;wedding mix CD&#8221; with which my sweet fianc\u00e9e surprised me. I&#8217;ve <a title=\"Earlier RAMH post: 'Her Little Voice'\" href=\"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/2009\/05\/her-little-voice\/\" target=\"_blank\">previously<\/a> <a title=\"Earlier RAMH post: 'Very Dead Things, and a Small Box of Chocolate Bunnies'\" href=\"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/2009\/05\/very-dead-things-and-a-small-box-of-chocolate-bunnies\/\" target=\"_blank\">alluded<\/a> to our great fondness for the <em>Twin Peaks<\/em> television series; this remains one of The Missus&#8217;s favorites from that show&#8217;s soundtrack. (It&#8217;s built all around and among the rhythms, melody, and instrumentation of the theme song itself, making the song &#8212; aside from its other connotations for us &#8212; a fitting metaphor for the way <em>Twin Peaks<\/em> has wound through our life.) (And yes, for long-time readers with long memories: the same song appeared in last year&#8217;s May 29th <em>whiskey river Fridays<\/em> post.)<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><em>[Below, click Play button to begin. While audio is playing, volume control appears at left &#8212; a row of little vertical bars. This clip is 5:23 long.<a class=\"hidden\" title=\"5.1MB - you sure about this?\" href=\"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/audio\/falling_juleecruise.mp3\" target=\"_blank\">]<\/a><\/em><\/p>\n<div style=\"border: 1px solid silver; margin: 0.25em 0.5em 0.5em; padding: 1em 0.5em 0pt; width: 400px; float: none; text-align: center;\" title=\"Click Play button to hear 'Falling'\">[audio:falling_juleecruise.mp3|titles=&#8217;Falling&#8217;|artists=Julee Cruise]<\/div>\n<p>Lyrics:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p><em><strong>Falling<\/strong><br \/>\n(words and music by David Lynch and Angelo Badalamenti; performance by Julee Cruise)<\/em><\/p>\n<p>don&#8217;t let yourself be hurt this time<br \/>\ndon&#8217;t let yourself be hurt this time<\/p>\n<p>then i saw our face<br \/>\nthen i saw your smile<\/p>\n<p>the sky is still blue<br \/>\nthe clouds come and go<br \/>\nyet something is different<br \/>\nare we falling in love?<\/p>\n<p>don&#8217;t let yourself be hurt this time<br \/>\ndon&#8217;t let yourself be hurt this time<\/p>\n<p>then your kiss so soft<br \/>\nthen your touch so warm<\/p>\n<p>the stars still shine bright<br \/>\nthe mountains still high<br \/>\nyet something is different<br \/>\nare we falling in love?<\/p>\n<p>falling, falling<br \/>\nfalling, falling in love<\/p>\n<p>falling, falling<br \/>\nfalling, falling in love<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p style=\"text-align: right; 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