{"id":8163,"date":"2011-04-29T10:49:33","date_gmt":"2011-04-29T14:49:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/?p=8163"},"modified":"2011-04-29T10:49:33","modified_gmt":"2011-04-29T14:49:33","slug":"you-never-know","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/2011\/04\/you-never-know\/","title":{"rendered":"You Never Know"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a name=\"top\"><\/a><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/johnesimpson.com\/images\/untitled153_chrismarker.jpg?ssl=1\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter\" title=\"'Untitled #153,' by Chris Marker\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/johnesimpson.com\/images\/untitled153_chrismarker_sm.jpg?resize=500%2C316&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" width=\"500\" height=\"316\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p class=\"smalltext\"><em>[Image: &#8220;Untitled #153,&#8221; by Chris Marker. For more information, see the <a href=\"#note\">note<\/a> at the foot of this page.]<\/em><\/p>\n<p>From <a title=\"whiskey river: 'Only Once,' by Denise Levertov\" href=\"http:\/\/whiskeyriver.blogspot.com\/2011\/04\/only-once-all-which-because-it-was.html\" target=\"_blank\"><em>whiskey river<\/em><\/a>:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p><strong>Only Once<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>All which, because it was<br \/>\nflame and song and granted us<br \/>\njoy, we thought we&#8217;d do, be, revisit,<br \/>\nturns out to have been what it was<br \/>\nthat once, only; every invitation<br \/>\ndid not begin<br \/>\na series, a build-up: the marvelous<br \/>\ndid happen in our lives, our stories<br \/>\nare not drab with its absence: but don&#8217;t<br \/>\nexpect to return for more. Whatever more<br \/>\nthere will be will be<br \/>\nunique as those were unique. Try<br \/>\nto acknowledge the next<br \/>\nsong in its body &#8212; halo of flames as utterly<br \/>\npresent, as now or never.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>(Denise Levertov [<a title=\"Washington Post: 'Only Once,' by Denise Levertov\" href=\"http:\/\/www.washingtonpost.com\/wp-srv\/style\/books\/features\/19990801.htm\" target=\"_blank\"><em>source<\/em><\/a>])<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Not from <em>whiskey river<\/em>:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p><strong>A Country Incident<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Absorbed in planting bulbs, that work of hope,<br \/>\nI was startled by a loud human voice,<br \/>\n&#8220;Do go on working while I talk. Don&#8217;t stop!&#8221;<br \/>\nAnd I was caught upon the difficult choice&#8212;<br \/>\nTo yield the last half hour of precious light,<br \/>\nOr to stay on my knees, absurd and rude;<br \/>\nI willed her to be gone with all my might,<br \/>\nThis kindly neighbor who destroyed a mood;<br \/>\nI could not think of next spring any more,<br \/>\nI had to re-assess the way I live.<br \/>\nLong after I went in and closed the door,<br \/>\nI pondered on the crude imperative.<\/p>\n<p>What it is to be caught up in each day<br \/>\nLike a child fighting imaginary wars,<br \/>\nConverting work into this passionate play,<br \/>\nA rounded whole made up of different chores<br \/>\nWhich one might name haphazard meditation.<br \/>\nAnd yet an unexpected call destroys<br \/>\nOr puts to rout my primitive elation:<br \/>\nWhy be so serious about mere joys?<br \/>\nIs this where some outmoded madness lies,<br \/>\nPoet as recluse? No, what comes to me<br \/>\nIs how my father looked out of his eyes,<br \/>\nAnd how he fought for his own passionate play.<\/p>\n<p>He could tear up unread and throw away<br \/>\nCommunications from officialdom,<br \/>\nAnd, courteous in every other way,<br \/>\nWould not brook anything that kept him from<br \/>\nThose lively dialogues with man\u2019s whole past<br \/>\nThat were his intimate and fruitful pleasure.<br \/>\nImpetuous, impatient to the last,<br \/>\n&#8220;Be adamant, keep clear, strike for your treasure!&#8221;<br \/>\nI hear the youthful ardor in his voice<br \/>\n(And so I must forgive a self in labor).<br \/>\nI feel his unrepentant smiling choice,<br \/>\n(And so I ask forgiveness of my neighbor).<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>(May Sarton [<a title=\"Poetry Foundation: 'A Country Incident,' by May Sarton\" href=\"http:\/\/www.poetryfoundation.org\/poetrymagazine\/poem\/18055\" target=\"_blank\"><em>source<\/em><\/a>])<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;and:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>When the alarm clock went off at six-thirty that Friday, Sammy awoke to find that Sky City, a chromium cocktail tray stocked with moderne bottles, shakers, and swizzle sticks, was under massive attack. In the skies around the floating hometown of D&#8217;Artagnan Jones, the strapping blond hero of Sammy&#8217;s <em>Pimpernel of the Planets<\/em> comic strip, flapped five bat- winged demons, horns carefully whorled like whelks, muscles feathered in with a fine brush. A giant, stubbly spider with the eyes of a woman dangled on a hairy thread from the gleaming underside of Sky City. Other demons with goat legs and baboon faces, brandishing sabers, clambered down ladders and swung in on ropes from the deck of a fantastic caravel with a painstakingly rendered rigging of aerials and vanes. In command of these sinister forces, hunched over the drawing table, wearing only black kneesocks clocked with red lozenges, and swaddled in a baggy pair of off-white Czechoslovakian underpants, sat Josef Kavalier, scratching away with one of Sammy&#8217;s best pens.<\/p>\n<p>Sammy slid down to the foot of his bed to peer over his cousin&#8217;s shoulder. &#8220;What the hell are<br \/>\nyou doing to my page?&#8221; he said.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>(Michael Chabon, <em>The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier and Clay<\/em> [<a title=\"Google Books: 'The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier and Clay,' by Michael Chabon\" href=\"http:\/\/books.google.com\/books?id=W2y0nnZRCc8C&amp;pg=PA69\" target=\"_blank\"><em>source<\/em><\/a>])<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;and:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p><span style=\"font-variant: small-caps;\">Dear miss rose<\/span>: I almost began &#8220;My Dear Child,&#8221; because in a sense what I did to you thirty-five years ago makes us the children of each other. I have form time to time remembered that I long ago made a bad joke at your expense and have felt uneasy about it, but it was spelled out to me recently that what I said to you was so wicked, so lousy, gross, insulting, unfeeling, and savage that you could never in a thousand years get over it. I wounded you for life, so I am given to understand, and I am the more greatly to blame because this attack was so gratuitous. We had met in passing only, we scarcely knew each other. Now, the person who charges me with this cruelty is not without prejudice toward me, he is out to get me, obviously. Nevertheless, I have been in a great tizzy since reading his accusations. I wasn&#8217;t exactly in great shape when his letter arrived. Like many elderly men, I have to swallow all sorts of pills. I take Inderal and quinidine for hypertension and cardiac disorders, and I am also, for a variety of psychological reasons, deeply distressed and for the moment without ego defenses.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>(Saul Bellow, &#8220;Him with His Foot in His Mouth&#8221; [<a title=\"Amazon.com: 'Him with His Foot in His Mouth,' by Saul Bellow\" href=\"http:\/\/www.amazon.com\/Mouth-Stories-Classic-20th-Century-Penguin\/dp\/0141180234#reader_0141180234\" target=\"_blank\"><em>source<\/em><\/a>])<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve never seen RogerVadim&#8217;s 1957 thriller <em>Sait-on Jamais<\/em> (released in English-speaking countries as <em>No Sun in Venice<\/em>), and there doesn&#8217;t seem to be much information on the Web about it. Its only really notable feature, in fact, appears to be that Vadim had its score (by John Lewis) played by the influential Modern Jazz Quintet. <a title=\"Wikipedia, on the Modern Jazz Quartet's style\" href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Modern_Jazz_Quartet#Style\" target=\"_blank\">Wikipedia<\/a> departs from objectivity in describing this group:<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>The enigma of the MJQ&#8217;s music-making was that each individual member could improvise with an exciting vibrancy but <em>in toto<\/em> the group specialised in genteel baroque counterpoint.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>In a recent performance for the Jazz at Lincoln Center series, the <a title=\"Aaron Diehl's site\" href=\"http:\/\/www.aarondiehl.com\/index2.php\" target=\"_blank\">Aaron Diehl<\/a> Quartet recreated one number from <em>Sait-on Jamais<\/em>&#8216;s soundtrack, &#8220;One Never Knows&#8221;; according to one commenter at the YouTube page, this &#8220;appears to be a perfect rendition&#8221; of the MJQ&#8217;s own recording of the number:<\/p>\n<p><object width=\"499\" height=\"284\"><param name=\"movie\" value=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/v\/E0knKB2emlY?fs=1&amp;hl=en_US&amp;rel=0\" \/><param name=\"allowFullScreen\" value=\"true\" \/><param name=\"allowscriptaccess\" value=\"always\" \/><\/object><\/p>\n<p>____________________________<\/p>\n<p><a name=\"note\"><\/a><strong>Note about the image:<\/strong> The photograph at the top of this post is one of a series called <em>Passengers<\/em>, by filmmaker\/photographer <a title=\"Wikipedia, on Chris Marker\" href=\"http:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Chris_Marker\" target=\"_blank\">Chris Marker<\/a>, currently on display at the Peter Blum gallery in New York. You can find a wonderful writeup about the <em>Passengers<\/em> exhibit <a title=\"Notes from the Era of Imperfect Memory: Chris Marker's 'Passengers'\" href=\"http:\/\/www.chrismarker.org\/2011\/04\/passengers\/\" target=\"_blank\">here<\/a>,  at a blog devoted to Marker and his work. It includes some striking  images in which Marker inset photos of Metro passengers with fragments  of famous paintings resembling the photos&#8217; subjects.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s hard to sum up Marker&#8217;s ouevre, or even his biography: he was probably born in Paris in 1921, but many sources (including Marker himself) say his birthplace was Mongolia. Like Thomas Pynchon, he rarely gives interviews and is seldom (never?) photographed.<\/p>\n<p>His most famous single work is a black-and-white short film, <em>La jet\u00e9e<\/em>, made in 1962: a strange and beautiful montage of still photographs and a single scene in motion. (Terry Gilliam&#8217;s 1995 film <em>Twelve Monkeys<\/em> expanded its premise into a full-length feature with Bruce Willis, Madeline Stowe, and Brad Pitt.) You can watch <em>La jet\u00e9e<\/em> at numerous places around the Web, including as a three-part YouTube series. (Part 1 is <a title=\"YouTube: 'La Jetee,' Part 1\" href=\"http:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=ClvTYd4XnEc\" target=\"_blank\">here<\/a>.)<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><em>[<a href=\"#top\">back to top<\/a>]<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>[Image: &#8220;Untitled #153,&#8221; by Chris Marker. For more information, see the note at the foot of this page.] From whiskey river: Only Once All which, because it was flame and song and granted us joy, we thought we&#8217;d do, be, revisit, turns out to have been what it was that once, only; every invitation did [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"_genesis_hide_title":false,"_genesis_hide_breadcrumbs":false,"_genesis_hide_singular_image":false,"_genesis_hide_footer_widgets":false,"_genesis_custom_body_class":"","_genesis_custom_post_class":"","_genesis_layout":"","h5ap_radio_sources":[],"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"activitypub_content_warning":"","activitypub_content_visibility":"","activitypub_max_image_attachments":3,"activitypub_interaction_policy_quote":"anyone","activitypub_status":"","footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[247,1393,53,74,250,5,251],"tags":[193,850,1946,2348,2349,2350,2351],"class_list":{"0":"post-8163","1":"post","2":"type-post","3":"status-publish","4":"format-standard","6":"category-ruminations","7":"category-whiskey-river-runningaftermyhat","8":"category-movies-media","9":"category-music","10":"category-art","11":"category-06_writing","12":"category-poetry-writing_cat","13":"tag-michael-chabon","14":"tag-denise-levertov","15":"tag-saul-bellow","16":"tag-may-sarton","17":"tag-modern-jazz-quartet","18":"tag-chris-marker","19":"tag-aaron-diehl","20":"entry"},"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p6kZSG-27F","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8163","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8163"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8163\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8163"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8163"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/johnesimpson.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8163"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}