A somewhat slapdash whiskey river Friday post this week, its author having been pretty much laid low by the stupidest of ailments — a cold — since Tuesday night.
From whiskey river’s commonplace book (a thematic archive):
Can You Imagine?
For example, what the trees do
not only in lightning storms
or the watery dark of a summer’s night
or under the white nets of winter
but now, and now, and now — whenever
we’re not looking. Surely you can’t imagine
they don’t dance, from the root up, wishing
to travel a little, not cramped so much as wanting
a better view, or more sun, or just as avidly
more shade — surely you can’t imagine they just
stand there loving every
minute of it, the birds or the emptiness, the dark rings
of the years slowly and without a sound
thickening, and nothing different unless the wind,
and then only in its own mood, comes
to visit, surely you can’t imagine
patience, and happiness, like that.
(Mary Oliver [source])
From whiskey river:
The time is ripe for looking back over the day, the week, the year, and trying to figure out where we have come from and where we are going to, for sifting through the things we have done and the things we have left undone for a clue to who we are and who, for better or worse, we are becoming. But again and again we avoid the long thoughts. We cling to the present out of wariness of the past. And why not, after all? We get confused. We need such escape as we can find. But there is a deeper need yet, I think, and that is the need — not all the time, surely, but from time to time — to enter that still room within us all where the past lives on as a part of the present, where the dead are alive again, where we are most alive ourselves to turnings and to where our journeys have brought us. The name of the room is Remember — the room where with patience, with charity, with quietness of heart, we remember consciously to remember the lives we have lived.
(Frederick Buechner [source: quoted many places online])
Not from whiskey river:
Patience
For Max RojasOnce a month
when the moon loses everything,
Don Max takes a chair
to the edge of the sea.
Black sand beach & green-backed heron.
The moon
casts off her milkglass earrings.
I am nothing, she says, but black & white.
I keep losing my face.
Don Max feels for his pipe in his pocket.
Takes it, knocks it against his palm.
I am old! She cries. I get gooseflesh
in the dark. Don Max is looking for his tobacco.
Don Max has found a match.
You don’t know how hard it is
to come back from nothing.
Don Max smiles & lights up.
I keep making the same mistakes, she says.
I think you should leave me, she says.
Through smoke, she watches Don Max
fold a strip of seaweed into a grasshopper.
Leave me for your own good! She demands.
Don Max has set the grasshopper in the sand.
Besides, I am too beautiful.
She speaks it as though it makes her sad.
I’ll find other lovers. I will
forget you.
(Katherine Larson [source])
…and:
Ten men waiting for me at the door? Send one of them home, I’m tired.
(Mae West )
…and finally, Stephen Colbert (with Feist’s help) urges us to just hold on for a few seconds more — because even the technology of Heaven may have its glitches (lyrics below). It’s a bit early in the season, sure, but some reminders just can’t wait.
Lyrics:
Please Be Patient
(lyrics by Stephen Colbert;
music from “Angels We Have Heard on High“)Angels soaring through the air
as they did in Bethlehem
Angels answer every prayer
once they get around to them
Please be patient, an angel
will be with thee shortlyDue to increased prayer amounts
Seraphim will have delays
Servicing thy prayer accounts
For the next five million days
Please be patient, an angel
will be with thee shortlyPlease continue thee to hold
All thy ills shall be relieved
Every human grief consoled
In the order ’twas received
Please be patient, an authorized prayer technician
will be with thee shortly
Or to save thee time, wait for the chime
DarcKnyt says
I’m feelin’ that “Angel will be with you shortly” thing. Big time. :)
Hope you had a great Thanksgiving.
Jules says
Your slapdash is still always mighty organized.
Very funny Feist song. I’ve never seen that. And lovely Mary Oliver piece.
Hope the cold departs soon.
The Querulous Squirrel says
I love the paradox of the Mary Oliver poem surely you can’t imagine like telling someone don’t think of a white elephant and of course you then vividly think of one. And I love the vividness of Don Max and his gestures under the moon.
John says
Darc: I hope what you’re feeling is the “shortly” part, and not the interminable wait.
Had a nice Thanksgiving, thanks, and I trust you did too?
Jules: “Mighty organized,” she says. This is one advantage to throwing enough random handfuls of free association at the wall: the human eye imagines that it sees a bunch of dots connectable somehow. Which, true, they sometimes are. :)
Squirrel: Mary Oliver would be a main contender for the title of RAMH Poet Laureate, if there were such a title. She’d probably have to wrestle William Stafford, though — maybe two falls out of three.
And I had the same response to that paradox. In fact I found myself looking differently at the trees off the back deck this morning, wondering which of them might be yearning most intently for an extra little bit of autumn light.
Very weird reCaptcha, for those collecting such things: android B-N5. Presumably a model number.
[Update, a moment later: Nah. “B-N5” seems to be just a chess move. Once again, the beautiful symmetry of fantasy falls before the forces of the real world.]
cynth says
I thought of Ents after reading the Mary Oliver piece. Remember them from Lord of the Rings? Trees always seemed slowly alive to me. Like they didn’t mind the seasons and the rain and the birds. They are like old men waiting out their days. Hope you are feeling better and you get to have a Thanksgiving dinner you can taste!
John says
cynth: Remember the Ents? You might just as well ask me if I remember Tom Bombadil! Okay, bad example there.
I love trees and, like you, tend to almost think of them with personalities. Little story about that:
When I got my first house, which was out in the country, it had a lot of trees on the property, so I wanted to hire a tree specialist/nurseryman to take care of them properly. The first gentleman I called came by the house and carefully inspected them all — all were in good shape except the Crimson King Maple in the back yard.
“That one,” he said, “has a girdling root.”
“A… what?”
“Girdling root. It’s where a root wraps itself around the trunk below the ground surface. As the girdling root grows and swells, it cuts off more and more of the nourishment from the other roots. It strangles the tree, relentlessly.”
Just his using the word “relentlessly” to describe a tree’s behavior sufficed. I didn’t even bother calling anyone else.