From whiskey river:
It was almost dark on an early summer eve, and the forest was never more enchanting than now, at dusk. At dusk the mountain begins to withdraw its force back into itself and become quiescent. If you too can become quiescent, so still that you can’t think of your name, you can feel this as a palpable fact. Just become so still that your mind won’t be bothered to remember the mundane, and then you’ll feel it like you feel the shifting of the winds. Then you’ll know when the mountain changes from exhaling to inhaling. That’s not so important in itself, but the mind that is quiet enough to notice is. The mind that is not always caught up in detail is your only treasure. Stop chasing details and become still to feel it. The mind that sees details clearly but is not caught by them is like a vast borderless mirror. That mind does not oppose itself.
(G. Bluestone [source])
Not from whiskey river:
Midsummer
On nights like this we used to swim in the quarry,
the boys making up games requiring them to tear off the
girls’ clothes
and the girls cooperating, because they had new bodies
since last summer
and they wanted to exhibit them, the brave ones
leaping off the high rocks–bodies crowding the water.The nights were humid, still. The stone was cool and wet,
marble for graveyards, for buildings that we never saw,
buildings in cities far away.On cloudy nights, you were blind. Those nights the rocks
were dangerous,
but in another way it was all dangerous, that was what we
were after.
The summer started. Then the boys and girls began to
pair off
but always there were a few left at the end — sometimes
they’d keep watch,
sometimes they’d pretend to go off with each other like
the rest,
but what could they do there, in the woods? No one wanted
to be them.
But they’d show up anyway, as though some night their
luck would change,
fate would be a different fate.At the beginning and at the end, though, we were all
together.
After the evening chores, after the smaller children were in
bed,
then we were free. Nobody said anything, but we knew the
nights we’d meet
and the nights we wouldn’t. Once or twice, at the end of
summer,
we could see a baby was going to come out of all that
kissing.And for those two, it was terrible, as terrible as being alone.
The game was over. We’d sit on the rocks smoking
cigarettes,
worrying about the ones who weren’t there.And then finally walk home through the fields,
because there was always work the next day.
And the next day, we were kids again, sitting on the front
steps in the morning,
eating a peach. Just that, but it seemed an honor to have
a mouth.
And then going to work, which meant helping out in the
fields.
One boy worked for an old lady, building shelves.
The house was very old, maybe built when the mountain
was built.And then the day faded. We were dreaming, waiting for
night.
Standing at the front door at twilight, watching the
shadows lengthen.
And a voice in the kitchen was always complaining about
the heat,
wanting the heat to break.Then the heat broke, the night was clear.
And you thought of the boy or girl you’d be meeting later.
And you thought of walking into the woods and lying
down,
practicing all those things you were learning in the water.
And though sometimes you couldn’t see the person you
were with,
there was no substitute for that person.The summer night glowed; in the field, fireflies were
glinting.
And for those who understood such things, the stars were
sending messages:
You will leave the village where you were born
and in another country you’ll become very rich, very
powerful,
but always you will mourn something you left behind, even
though
you can’t say what it was,
and eventually you will return to seek it.
(Louise Glück [source])
…and:
The moon was brighter, not bigger. I could see that…
I blinked, and the moon left an afterimage on my retinae. It was *that* bright.
A million people must be watching the moon right now, and wondering, like me…
There must be some simple, obvious explanation.
Well, how could the moon grow brighter? Moonlijght was reflected sunlight. Could the sun have gotten brighter? It must have happened after sunset then, or it would have been noticed…
I didn’t like that idea.
Besides, half the Earth was in direct sunlight. A thousand correspondents for Life and Time and Newsweek and associated Press would all be calling in from Europe, Asia, Africa… unless they were all hiding in cellars. Or dead. Or voiceless, because the sun was blanketing everything with static, radio and phone systems and television… television. Oh my God.
I was just barely beginning to be afraid.
All right, start over. The moon had become very much brighter. Moonlight, well, moonlight was reflected sunlight; any idiot knew that. Then… something had happened to the sun.
(Larry Niven, from “Inconstant Moon” [source])
Joni Mitchell went from a hit, jazz-infused album, Court and Spark, to the uncertain territory of world-music experiment with 1975’s The Hissing of Summer Lawns. It’s an album much more highly regarded in hindsight than it was at the time. Here’s the title track:
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Lyrics:
The Hissing of Summer Lawns
(Joni Mitchell)He bought her a diamond for her throat
He put her in a ranch house on a hill
She could see the valley barbecues
From her window sill
See the blue pools in the squinting sun
Hear the hissing of summer lawnsHe put up a barbed wire fence
To keep out the unknown
And on every metal thorn
Just a little blood of his own
She patrols that fence of his
To a Latin drum
And the hissing of summer lawns
Darkness
Wonder makes it easy
Darkness
With a joyful mask
Darkness
Tube’s gone darkness darkness darkness
No color no contrastA diamond dog
Carrying a cup and a cane
Looking through a double glass
Looking at too much pride and too much shame
There’s a black fly buzzing
There’s a heat wave burning in her master’s voice
The hissing of summer lawnsHe gave her his darkness to regret
And good reason to quit him
He gave her a roomful of Chippendale
That nobody sits in
Still she stays with a love of some kind
It’s the lady’s choice
The hissing of summer lawns
Says Wikipedia of the song’s title and signature phrase (in a burst of un-Wikipedic commentary):
…during the summer in the heat of the San Fernando Valley, grass lawns actually emit a noticeable hissing sound after the sprinklers are turned off. It’s very strange and alien and enforces the “this is not a real home” feeling.
Update, Monday 2010-07-19: Thinking about Joni Mitchell some more (thanks, Nance!), and thinking about summers, I realized the following might have been another good choice of a song here: hot nights in July, the chirping of crickets, a big blue moon, and two people alongside each other. It’s “Night Ride Home,” from the album of the same name [lyrics]:
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DarcKnyt says
The piece about swimming in the quarry brought back memories of summers spent in Georgia and the way the differences are glaring and clear between city- and country-folk. I don’t know how to explain the familiarity of the piece except by collective memory, or instead of memory, longing for what wasn’t.
Weird, I know, but it’s a never-had-it sort of I-remember-that.
Oh, here come those guys in white coats again.
Froog says
Great picture – put me in mind of Tennyson’s haunting line that the country of the Lotus-Eaters was “a land where it seemed always afternoon”.
It reminds me, too, that summer evenings are the thing I miss most about ‘back home’. We don’t seem to have them in Beijing. We sometimes get a nice couple of hours of ‘golden hour’ light at the beginning of the evening, but then a drab dusk falls quickly; there’s not the long, slow, leisurely ebbing away of the day that we enjoy in more northerly climes (in England, with the benefit of ‘daylight savings’ in the summer, this lasts from 6pm or so until well after 9pm).
cynth says
What is it about summer that seems to draw everyone’s collective memory banks? Hot and muggy days before A/C, sitting on the front steps of the house wishing for a breeze, I remember going to a friend of our dad’s house to a built in swimming pool! It was the height of luxury and we were so privileged to be able to enjoy it.
Great post, John. Full of memories.
marta says
I don’t have many summer specific memories. Perhaps growing up where it is warm more often than not all year round, well, what is summer? There is in school and not in school and a bit warmer than average. Most of the time I can’t tell if a memory is from summer or a weekend.
I like the Inconsistent Moon bit. The Midsummer one is a romantic, and makes me think of summers I saw in movies, but of no summer I experienced.
Nance says
I loved Joni’s “Hissing of Summer Lawns” right away; it didn’t seem like such a departure. It reminds me of “Coyote.” The way her voice swoops and dives, the unusual chords of her best songs–these lend themselves to jazz better than to pop ballads.
This resonates:
“He gave her his darkness to regret
And good reason to quit him
He gave her a roomful of Chippendale
That nobody sits in
Still she stays with a love of some kind
It’s the lady’s choice
The hissing of summer lawns”
John says
Darc: You have got to stop putting yourself down so casually. In this particular case, I think you might be surprised by how many people might have been nodding along with everything you said — right up to the instant when you punctured the balloon with your last paragraph!
Froog: Where we live in Florida is close to the western edge of the Eastern time zone. We get daylight later in the morning than (say) people in Quebec or Maine do… Well, technically it’s the same time (because we’re in the same zone), but the sun actually strikes the east coast up there close to an hour earlier than it peeks over our eastern horizon here. And at the peak of summer, in “daylight savings” time, the daylight also lingers to weirdly late hours.
It’s just one of the many mysteries of living where I do now. I can barely imagine the childhoods of people who grew up in a place where there was, more or less, just a single season.
cynth: I have only the barest of memories about “the house with the pool”… except that it was at the top of a hill, where the street ended. But in general, the months between school years seem in retrospect to have been impossibly full of activity. (Not all of it, y’know, reading-type activity, ha.)
marta: “Inconstant Moon” was one of the most striking SF stories I read (back when I was reading a lot of it). When I started thinking about this summer-heat theme, I was delighted to find the whole thing online. This post took me a long time to assemble because I had a looooong reading break in the middle of preparing it. :)
Nance: Nobody like her, is there? (I suspect there never will be.) I think my favorite of her albums, although admittedly I haven’t heard them all, is Night Ride Home. One or two songs on it don’t quite ring right to me, but taken as a whole the album just slays me.
s.o.m.e.one's brudder says
Of this genre, I LOVE R.E.M.’s Nightswimming. At a certain level it could be Lake Lonnie in Delran, the pond on Hawk Island, Strawbridge Lake, any number of places nationwide but any/all slaking a summer thirst on many levels. If you don’t know it, try it here. Lyrics here.
John says
brudder: “Nightswimming” — after my time (laughing), but a great choice. Here’s the (I think) official video:
REM.-.Nightswimming. / Uploaded to DailyMotion by carlitos117
[Oh, also — I fixed up the links in your comment. In their raw form, they appeared munged when I looked at them on my screen, so I moved them into regular linky-type HTML.]