[Image: cartoon by Barney Tobey in The New Yorker of September 13, 1982 (source)]
From whiskey river (italicized portion):
The Sensual World
I call to you across a monstrous river or chasm
to caution you, to prepare you.Earth will seduce you, slowly, imperceptibly,
subtly, not to say with connivance.I was not prepared: I stood in my granmother’s kitchen,
holding out my glass. Stewed plums, stewed apricots —the juice poured off into the glass of ice.
And the water added, patiently, in small increments,the various cousins discriminating, tasting
with each addition —aroma of summer fruit, intensity of concentration:
the colored liquid turning gradually lighter, more radiant,more light passing through it.
Delight, then solace. My grandmother waiting,to see if more was wanted. Solace, then deep immersion.
I loved nothing more: deep privacy of the sensual life,the self disappearing into it or inseparable from it,
somehow suspended, floating, its needsfully exposed, awakened, fully alive —
Deep immersion, and with itmysterious safety. Far away, the fruit glowing in its glass bowls.
Outside the kitchen, the sun setting.I was not prepared: sunset, end of summer. Demonstrations
of time as a continuum, as something coming to an end,not a suspension; the senses wouldn’t protect me.
I caution you as I was never cautioned:you will never let go, you will never be satiated.
You will be damaged and scarred, you will continue to hunger.Your body will age, you will continue to need.
You will want the earth, then more of the earth —Sublime, indifferent, it is present, it will not respond.
It is encompassing, it will not minister.Meaning, it will feed you, it will ravish you,
it will not keep you alive.
(Louise Glück [source])
…and:
Aphorism #33
One of the best means for arousing the wish to work on yourself is to realize that you may die at any moment. But first you must learn how to keep it in mind.
(George Ivanovich Gurdjieff [source])
…and (italicized portion):
Sabbaths: VII
Again I resume the long
lesson: how small a thing
can be pleasing, how little
in this hard world it takes
to satisfy the mind
and bring it to its rest.With the ongoing havoc
the woods this morning is
almost unnaturally still.
Through stalled air, unshadowed
light, a few leaves fall
of their own weight.The sky
is gray. It begins in mist
almost at the ground
and rises forever. The trees
rise in silence almost
natural, but not quite,
almost eternal, but
not quite.
What more did I
think I wanted? Here is
what has always been.
Here is what will always
be. Even in me,
the Maker of all this
returns in rest, even
to the slightest of His works,
a yellow leaf slowly
falling, and is pleased.
(Wendell Berry [source])